So many words i wish i had said, but didnt,
So many roads i wish i could have had the will to follow;
So many what ifs and maybes that have been holding me back.
I look to the future, to find a way to turn back;
I am more than willing to admit the mistakes that i made,
But all those things, i would never change
Just those times of not acting on my need.
Those are the moments that i wish to re-live;
The times i shared with all i know,
And all those feelings that i should have forgotten
I have never been able to let go.
Theres no way that i can turn back the clock,
No possible change to make up for time mis-spent.
But on these nights when Im cold in my bed
I cant help but hope,
That my future finds a way back;
Situations like déjà vou unfolding,
Giving me some small reprieve.
And chance that road i never walked,
Those words i blushed to say once
Can be given the power to be set free upon the world.
It is all i can hope for, and do everyday,
That somehow my path and yours can cross