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Only YouTheres only been one,
In all these years.
I can feel my heart all but stop when i think of you,
The world seems to slow all around me.
I just wish you were here to see all its beauty with me;
But Im frightened.
The only one i fear losing my mind for,
Losing my heart and just let myself fall.
But i cant let you in, the only one
And i cant seem to open.
Youve broken me, did you know that?
And every time you seem to give up a little of your truth,
I feel my heart break a little more.
You were always the muse to my writing,
The thing that brought a fire and passion to my eyes,
Inspired me to be something more.
But all the while, Im fighting for air as i sink further below
Every time i think of you, my soul wishes,
It yearns to reach out and find you,
But i cant stop myself from running away.
Youre my passion and regret.
And if this is what love feels like,
Please take it away like you took my heart.
I cant stand it.
Somehow, SomedaySo many words i wish i had said, but didnt,
So many roads i wish i could have had the will to follow;
So many what ifs and maybes that have been holding me back.
I look to the future, to find a way to turn back;
I am more than willing to admit the mistakes that i made,
But all those things, i would never change
Just those times of not acting on my need.
Those are the moments that i wish to re-live;
The times i shared with all i know,
And all those feelings that i should have forgotten
I have never been able to let go.
Theres no way that i can turn back the clock,
No possible change to make up for time mis-spent.
But on these nights when Im cold in my bed
I cant help but hope,
That my future finds a way back;
Situations like déjà vou unfolding,
Giving me some small reprieve.
And chance that road i never walked,
Those words i blushed to say once
Can be given the power to be set free upon the world.
It is all i can hope for, and do everyday,
My hearts not a stoneMy hearts not a stone
And I'm not made of ice;
Don't expect to find a way to melt me.
I'm just scared, don't you see,
Opening up this virgin heart for you to behold.
There are things inside that scare even me.
A chilling voice using me like a puppet.
And fire that scolds,
There's a tower there,
And a river as deep as the ocean.
I'm trapped at the top of that tower,
Confined by my own mistakes;
I don't know if I want to let you in.
Its bear up there,
And nothing I can give to you for favour
Ill admit the truth.
But I know nothing else.
And to open the gates and allow you entry
Is something I've never done?
It's something new;
Something said by others to be exciting.
But I loath the unknown
And I don't think I can do it.
I know you said you'll wait
Outside the fortress of my own making.
I've seen to many battles rage.
But I don't think I can bear seeing you out my window;
I may as well build you a castle of you own.
I doubt Ill let down my hair,
Or even open a line,
Ghosts of AutumnDo you feel their breath?
On the nape of your neck
As you walk through the golden leaves
Do you see their footprints in the dirt?
Where you feel to your knees
And they held you close whispering.
Do your remember when I walked with you
Along those lush green walls protecting the spirits within
Through those days of summer we walked
And now autumn has come to us
I have gone my way
And you still stay close to our well travelled path
There are ghosts in those trees
Do you hear their voices?
They tell you their stories of how they came to be
And how they watched you and me
And how they cried for us
Weeping willows, for our shortness and joy
Their saw in to our future
While you and I wasted our days
They screamed silently for us to live
And we forever walked
Blissfully free of the knowledge
Of what lay ahead of us
And now you cry with them
And they hold you in their arms
All I can do is watch and wait
Wait for the new wandering lovers
And their dreams to die
Waiting again for you to be mine
demonsWe scope together along their dreams
We see their lives and laugh
Above them we fly and below we lie
Demons in darkness alight in their eyes
Hearts flushed in terror
And alive in disguise
We break through their frailty
And we rip out their eyes
Our spirits sore as their blood flows away
Wrapped up in the darkness
Deaths lovers we stay
I need you my shadow
And I trust in the light
By the candles still burning
We make love through the night
There's nothing behind us
No salvation left in mind
The only shining is the death in their minds
So I call you my Angel
Dressed in the night
Stars dimming above us
And we bring the end into sight
Ohh kiss the night with me demon
And dance away the day
We'll be forever trapped
in the darkness of our dreams
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